Recently, I’ve lost my urge to blog. It’s not my “urge” to blog per say, but more or less what or who to blog about. Maybe I complicate myself. Maybe I over think my actions. Maybe I’m just losing it.

Ever since my childhood days, I’ve been remarked as the kid who thought too much or too little. I can over think things and pinch a brain nerve or not thing enough and end clueless. I mean, really, after my young days, I’ve grown out of “under” thinking, and have fitted myself into the over think role. *sigh* I guess the trail continues. I over think my blog topics.

I’m constantly on the search for a topic to blog about, but I haven’t found any suitable. I mean, blogging about how the mess up of my high school registration came out or how the Chalupa at Taco Bell was deliciouso doesn’t seem to suit my blog. Of course, a blog can have a varying amount of content, no matter what topic matter. Whether it be venting about everyday issues, or rambling on an important mattter, a blog can cover it all. But, for my blog, I feel as if it’s restricted from any incompetent content. It’s… supposed to be a vent. But I feel as if it’s a more restricted or choking sort of vent, because I’m constantly on the prow for something, if at all anything to blog, about. And yet, I cannot seem to find a fitting topic.

And here I am, in a complete ironic coincidence, publishing a blog about why I have a such difficulty blogging. Oh dear, the irony, sarcasm, and hypocrisy gets to me.